Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Still Waiting...

Just wanted to give you all an update - as I'm sure many of you are sitting on the edge of your seat - like me!!!
Sadly - no more emails or contact as yet.
Still waiting patiently once more.
But amazingly I feel a lot calmer now - more so than ever before.
I do believe that it is a VERY good sign that A has emailed me - finally.
Contact is slowly opening up.
It's as if the oyster shell has been slightly left ajar - not completely snapped shut. There is a tiny hint of the good stuff inside - it's just hidden from view for the moment!!
I still check my emails often - but I'm breathing just a little easier this week.
Remember to shake out those crossed fingers and arms every now and then - or blood circulation may cease!!!!! But do please keep me in your thoughts - I can feel support over the airways - and I thank you all - from the bottom of my heart.
Hugs, C.


Blogger angel said...

Thanks for the update Chez, I have been thinking of you the last couple of days and wondering if you'd heard anything yet.

I remember when I sent my letter to C, I had feelings of excitement and nervousness and uncertainty if she would even reply.

I am so happy for you, that you don't have the uncertainty anymore... just have to play the waiting game now.

Here's a big hug in the meantime to try and distract you from those butterflies!! :-D

Hang in there babe x

7/2/07, 4:35 pm  
Blogger suz said...

oh boy. i remember those days. daughter and i will be in cyber reunion (no f2f or phone calls yet) for almost two years. early on, I nearly sat with the computer on my lap. anxiously awaiting every little crumb of her life she threw me. i ignored alot of my life during those days. wishing you some feedback soon.

7/2/07, 4:42 pm  
Blogger chez said...

Alex - yeah - you've been on my mind also. Thanks for checking in. This is an amazing ride we're on - hey?!!!??? Glad I can hold your hand when it gets a little scarey - and eat copious amounts of chocolate with, when things go a little astray!!!

Suz - I'm a little worried that I'm "ignoring a lot of my life" - at the moment - but at times it is all consuming. MUST pull myself away back to reality - as 3 little girls need their mummy to be front and centre and HERE in their lives. I need reminding of that at times. Thankyou for being here.

Hugs, C. xxx

7/2/07, 4:56 pm  
Blogger Rebecca said...

Chez, I've been compulsively checking your blog, on the edge of my seat, holding my breath, ect. I hope that A gets back to you soon. It's so hard to balance the excitement of reunion with your wife and mummy duties, but I think you are doing a fantastic job. Sending good thoughts and hugs your way! Love, Rebecca

8/2/07, 6:20 am  
Anonymous Paula O. said...

Chez - I'm keeping you close in thought and in heart. Most of all, I'm lifting you and your mom up in hope and lots of it.

Sending hugs, good wishes and hopes that you hear something soon. :)

8/2/07, 6:33 am  
Blogger elizabeth said...

chez I hope you hear something soon. And yes I've been sitting on pins and needles waiting for an update! My thoughts are with you.

8/2/07, 12:08 pm  
Blogger actonb said...

The suspense is pretty intense for me here, so I guess it must be absolutely killing you!

8/2/07, 4:25 pm  
Anonymous mia said...

(((Chez))) Fingers crossed!

9/2/07, 6:13 am  
Anonymous Addie Pray said...

Fingers crossed for ya.

It does seem like time just stops when you're waiting...

9/2/07, 7:15 am  
Blogger Ungrateful Little Bastard said...

Sweetie thank you for the update. My God, how do you keep from hitting that refresh button every two seconds to see if a new email has come in? Still in my thoughts and hoping for the best.

9/2/07, 1:15 pm  
Blogger juliaNY07 said...

Hang in there, I am thinking of you and check back every day for news, hugs and love Julia

9/2/07, 2:02 pm  
Anonymous said...

Move away from the computer, put your coat on and go outside, oh you are Aussie, ok don't bother with the coat.

I well remember being close to the computer too in the early days, drove me crazy.

Force yourself away, go and read a magazine in a cafe, see a film, try not to let it take over.

I am so happy that you got some contact it gives hope doesn't it.

9/2/07, 10:39 pm  
Blogger LeRoy Dissing said...

Good to hear that everyone is slowly coming together Chez...sending you more good vibes down under!

9/2/07, 10:42 pm  
Anonymous Jane said...

Hi Chez,

Thanks for visiting my blog. WOW- what an eventful fime you've been having!!

You're so strong... I know what the silence feels like... one of the worst feelings in the world.

I am thinking about you also and hoping for the best and I will come back and check up on you soon.

9/2/07, 11:22 pm  
Blogger 3rd generation adoption said...

Hang in there -you're doing great -

10/2/07, 4:16 am  

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